You lost Me

You lost me
I am gone
I am done trying
Seeking your love
Seeking your approval

You lost me
I am gone
You pick at me
You hurt me
I am done spending time
trying to talk and it all turns out wrong
ooh the arguments

You lost me
I am gone
Being treated and looked at like shit
Looked at negatively

You lost me
I am done
trying to get you to hear me
trying to get you to understand me


You lost me
I am done
I find the love and strength,serenity
in the ones that do love,care and accept
You say I have changed
No!
I may have just gotten stronger
to stand and be on my own
If that makes me a bitch
than I guess I am
than I surrender to that

Dear god all I ask is for your
love,mercy forgiveness
for you to give me strength
Just love, protect and bless me
thats all I ask


Kuala Lumpur
April 15 2010