Thursday, July 17, 2014

Still


Fly away,
Be happy,
Nothing would make me happier,
Just don't ever hate me
For saying...
For feeling..
For admitting...
I will always be by your side,
That I will always love,
That I will always care,
The reasons will always be there,
What we shared...
Our little moments...
That's my beautiful truth,
That can't be changed,
Forever in my heart,soul and memory,
Won't deny,
Won't fight,
Just don't hate me for it,
Please forgive me....

Kuala Lumpur
July 18, 2014

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Never The Plan

It's so easy …...
The could haves......
Should haves.....
Would haves......
You wonder,
Your ponder,
You cry,
You hurt,
Here comes the pity party for one.

I know I love you,
I know I miss you,
I think of you a lot,
I never wanted to leave,
That was never part my plan
I thought I had my life all planned out.

There is no point looking back
What happened, happened
Life is life...
Some people live their dreams,
Some count blessings,
Its just the way it is,
All in the hands of God,
Even if it seems easy
I know it isn't

You don't know.. You never will...
That's the beauty of life
What do know.
Is what's in front of you and the choices you have to make,
What and how we want to live it and be remembered
That,s more important,
The joy,
The love,
finding it in the smallest things and places,
It's there,
You were never meant to play small but that's where it starts.
With God
it's never ..Have it your way.. know that.....
Trust...
You are not forsaken.. never was... never will be.....

Kuala Lumpur
July 6 .2014