In my heart

I am angry
I am sad
I am hurt
I am hopeful
God,faith and strength heals me
I deserve better

I don't belong here
I am born in the wrong place different time
It feels like
But I know
What God gave me
Made me the person I am today
God does not create junk
and I am not a mistake

You try to box me in
You suffocate me
You mock me
You make me feel less than..
You diss me
You don't love me
I am the the ungrateful bitch ....
Because I have my own ideas
I have my own opinions
They are not like yours
You can't handle that
You can't love that

I have to be strong
I have to be hang on
Hang on to the love
hang on to the faith
Hang on to hope
Cuz without it
Life is not worth living


Kuala Lumpur
March 29 2010