How Be That Heart

How be that heart
Furious …
Tears flowing.....
Longing......
Loving.....

Trying to dig in
Understanding
Holding on to gratitude
Wanting.being, love
Holding on hope,faith,strength
Still waiting...
Still wondering

Am I the biggest fool?
Am I the biggest looser of a dreamer?
But..
You are who you are..don't deny that!!
Hold on to hope..you say...
Hold on to faith you say....
You are where you are suppose to be you say..

Tell me..after you know what I have and am going thru

Why is my damn lessons so long....
What am I not getting....
I need to push thru
But what am I pushing ???
I can't even see any doors even tilting....even cracking...
My head and my heart bruised

Tell me again

I am abundant
I am love
I am enough
I am divinely protected

I need to hear
I need to feel


February 27 ,2013
Kuala Lumpur