The Bigger Picture

I am such a fool
Hoping
Wishing
Maybe I have been mad
Mad at the world
Mad at life
Its hard to say
Thought I understand
But then again....
Its a bitter pill to swallow


God sent me there
God showed and lead me to you
I feel blessed
I feel happy
I feel loved
I feel grateful


Why was I there
Why we met
Why was that all taken away from me
When I was not planning
When I was not ready,
not wanting to let it all go

Guess maybe
I do know
The time came
Its meant to end
Thats is not meant to be

Lessons came
Lessons learned
Love came
Love lost
Love learned

Dear God just help me learn
Just help me fully understand
Accept
Embrace
What your bigger plan
what the bigger picture
that you have for me


Kuala Lumpur
April 12, 2011