Why I love you

You know why I love you?
Simply just for you
The spirit,the soul that is you
The words that comes out of you
Makes me believe in me
Makes me believe in you
Makes me believe in what is me and you

All the good that it holds
All the love that it brings
How can I ever deny that
Even till the day it ends
I am still here

You know why I love you?
Even when this masterpiece
is still in progress
You have thru all these years
Always made me want to strive to be a better masterpiece
A better person,
that is me,
that is God's love and creation

For that,
I cannot, not love you
I could, would never ever turn my back on it
Its in the deepest sanest, loving, purest part of my heart
and forever thats where it'd be

Kuala Lumpur
October 11, 2010

Do you even know?

Every one got stories to tell
Scars from the healing
From the hurt
From the tears

Happiness is the choice
It doesn't mean denial
It doesn't mean that there is no acceptence
Life is what it is......

I surrender my life to God
Accept things as they are
but ..
don't say that having dreams ,longing ,love
is in the way of my happiness
You are not in my shoes
I accept that thats what you think
but you obviously don't get me

In God, me, strength faith and love I trust


Kuala Lumpur
March 16 2011

Wake Me

Wake me up
I don't want to sleep

Kiss me
Put the life back into me

Hold me
Feel like I am falling
I don't want you to see battered

Give me hope
Cuz I don't want to give up
Am digging deep
Don't let me loose myself
When I ever to do was to do is
to love
to be myself
to do better
to do better
find my joy
find my bliss


Kuala Lumpur
March 2, 2011