My Promise,My Lesson

This is a promise
This is my life lesson
Love,forgiveness,acceptance,surrender

I can't deny how I hurt
I can't deny how I bleed
I can't deny how I feel
because you only do what you know what to do

God help me
the truth is there are times
I look at you
I feel anger
I feel resentment
I feel hurt
Maybe even hatred
For your actions
for your attitude
It cuts me
It hurts me

Now
I ask of you God
the one I love
in my imperfect ways
my light
my guide


I am not gonna let the hurt control me
I am not gonna let anger consume me..eat away at me
There is the love in me
There is the light in me
There is the strength in me
Thats gonna guide me


I will never go wrong with that
I'll never stray with that

Kuala Lumpur
April 5, 2010