How Be That Heart

How be that heart
Furious …
Tears flowing.....
Longing......
Loving.....

Trying to dig in
Understanding
Holding on to gratitude
Wanting.being, love
Holding on hope,faith,strength
Still waiting...
Still wondering

Am I the biggest fool?
Am I the biggest looser of a dreamer?
But..
You are who you are..don't deny that!!
Hold on to hope..you say...
Hold on to faith you say....
You are where you are suppose to be you say..

Tell me..after you know what I have and am going thru

Why is my damn lessons so long....
What am I not getting....
I need to push thru
But what am I pushing ???
I can't even see any doors even tilting....even cracking...
My head and my heart bruised

Tell me again

I am abundant
I am love
I am enough
I am divinely protected

I need to hear
I need to feel


February 27 ,2013
Kuala Lumpur

Speak Love to Me

You make me feel
Honored..
Loved...
Accepted...
Appreciated....
That I do matter...
Strong...
Safe....
That makes just wanna give more and be more...
Special and beautiful....
Happy........

That's validation........
I don't have to be right all the time,
Tho, there might be days that I am …..
Just acknowledge me
What I say..
What good I do,
How I feel,
Hear me out.....

Baby..
You don't complete me..
You affirm me,
I affirm you,
My love...
My feelings...
What you do..
Who you are to me.....
That is where it all stems from.......
Hope you know that....
Hope you would remember …...



Kuala Lumpur
February 13, 2013