Heart

Paths crossed
Life unexpected
Hope floats
Strength stands
Its always been there
It gets louder
Its deeper
Its seen
Its felt

Looking in your eyes
I see no lies
In your arms I feel safe warmth
Those fear...won't scare
won't make me cry
Then....now...not ever.....

Thru all lives confusion
Thru all the hurt
For certain..
You always make me want to be a better person
To rise above all in the name of love
Always in my heart


Kuala Lumpur
February 28, 2011

Worthy

Sometimes the brain shuts
Sometimes I run out of words
When I think of you
When I see you

I am not even gonna fight....
Not even gonna claw....

I'll never be funny enough
I'll never be witty enough
I'll never be sexy enough
I'll never be that supermodel
I'll never be flirty enough

Worthy enough to be in your life
Worthy enough to stand next to you

Guess what
I am me...
For all its worth
I am worthy
Enough for me
Enough for the good Lord that created me
Enough for the ones that truly love and see me

Don't blame you
Don't hate you
There is a reason that I love
that reason just plain and simple is YOU
for everything that is YOU
for everything that is ME
thats all I have got to give

Kuala Lumpur
January 15 2011

Randomocity Zee

Just like everyone I know , I open my eyes say my prayers and gratitude. Go on with my day with God in my heart and smile on my face. I have to admit there is this random thought,feeling that just went running thru my head. Almost making me feel rather annoyed at myself. Hard pill swallow and to admit but I know I am not alone.

Could I really have thoughts,picture,prayers that love is and will be in my life that I deserve every thing that life has to offer. Hard to admit, but yeah there is that nagging that picks at you and wants you to hear it,trying hard to sabotage everything.

How do you really truly shut up that evil voice that wants you to believe that you are undeserving of what is good,whats blessings....

Lets start with really really really giving that little twit the middle finger shall we? =))

Don't You Stop Me

You'll never see
You'll never understand
No matter how hard I try
You try to sell me that crap
That I am not buying

I am done
A long time ago
And more so
Done trying to please
Done trying to make you love me

You and your stupidity
You and your passive aggressiveness
You hurt me with your words
You hurt me with your behaviour


I swear I'd rather die
than let it get the best of me

God as my strength
God as my witness
Whatever it takes
Moving thru my new beginning


Kuala Lumpur
January 2, 2011